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time to vent*
damn. thank God i'm back on this bitch. sometimes, just expressing yourself through letters and shit, seems alot more better verbally. but anyways. life's been a bitch lately. from friends, to family, and mos' def. personal life. lately, everything and anything have been ticking me off. i feel as if i'm gonna explode any minute. what i'm about to do, please, everyone. don't ask, "oh. are you talking about me?" or. shit, don't even bother questioning if it's you or not. i just wanna, let everything out. yeah, i know it's hella lame to be expressing this through some sorry ass website. but hey, gotta express it somewhere. well, here i go:
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i hate the way you flaunt yourself. thinking as if you're the shit. there's other people here too. you act as if you always wanna be center of attention. jealous? no.surely not. i'm annoyed. i hate knowing that you gotta put up this "face" before you go up to anyone. you're fake. all you ever want is to be cool with it. and when you guys are bff again, where do you go? no, fcuk that. where do i go! how disrespectful can you be? is that all you need me for? is to fcuking be nice, then all of a sudden, set me aside for it.? how lame. you're ass fcuking annoys me. i think you're fake as well. i hate the way you play with me. it's really annoying. go back to your signifigant other, dumbass. horney bitches, i swear. all three of you. and you. you think youre so bad? yeah, drinking's cool. getting into fights are dope. nigga, please. you just look straight up stupid. and i hate how you could be such an asshole one day, and treat me like shiet. then the next day, you act all coool and shit with me. nahh fool. it don't work like that with me. i hate the way you step all over me. thinking, "oh melissa doesn't care, she's too nice". nice? i'm nothing but nice if you guys act that way towards me. go ahead, flake out on me. go ahead, act as if you frikken adore me. but in reality, what do you really feel? don't treat me like i'm always gonna be cool like that, cause really. i'm not. just watch.
all biters are bitchess. get your own shiet. get your own style. be yourself. not like everyone else. && do things that you know about. don't act as if you frikken know things. and when i frikken talk to you about it. you hella give me lame ass responses.
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fcccuk. i feel better. don't mind me. a girls' just gotta express themselves.
okay! i love my boyfriend. he always makes me feel aloot betterrr.even though we go through shit. and how we're always on the verge to break up, we always get ourselves back up. james scott, you're my hero. haha. anways. school was fun. history was a bitch. took notes and watched a video. got in trouble because i was plucking in class, and then mrs. gliozzo said i had to put it away. haha. swam like a fish today. me and sharnelle wanna be good swimmers like kim and christine. hahaa. christine likes the way i swim. hm. so do i =) hit the showers, and got dressed pretty quick today. i didnt even bother to re-apply make-up. lunch was fun. thanks glens, for your food. talked about elections. and we got some dope ass stuff. oh yeah, election apps. were due today. bio was my favoritesst today. we had to skin a frog. me and peter were hella concentrating. we hella wanted the extra credit. screw the "pants" and "cardigan". we wanted the whole thing! it was fun. stayed after class too to finish. but mrs. sabherwal kicked us out.
i wanna ditch tomorrow. i don't feel like going to my 7th. hm. we'll see.
ps. vote for melissa ramboyong for your '07's junior class vice president. (: haha |
